🙏🏽⚰️🦵😭Late Mornings With Ennea Ennea 🙏🏽⚰️ 🦵😭

This post is a mixture of Saturday and Sunday shenanigans I slid down my basement stairs and that’s right you guessed it broke my ankle Four rods and rehab it’s aweful 😭😫😩😖

Good morning my loves💛🥰maybe it’s good for y’all but I’ve been struggling since before Retrograde and all that. I’ve been depressed and grieving and I just started to have the same nightmare over and over the past couple weeks I hate it so much. Nightmares just mean I’m sleeping too much. But I’m depressed. It’s a never ending battle. Depressed because I’m grieving when will I stop grieving? I’ve heard people say you never stop grieving . I can’t Cope with That belief. The thought of that makes me want to leave this world. It must be a end to grief. I’m shaking. I feel like I’m on the far end of the spectrum ready to fall off unable to be saved. I need to journal my feelings out to myself sometimes that’s all anyone needs I don’t want others in my head. It’s too many people in there now (characters/protagonist &antogonist). I’m not feeling the greatest today.🥹🥱that’s not a very good excuse to not write or read a dope book. Sandman be taking over my world . I’ve been up since 5 am I’ve just been uncomfortable in my skin. ( weight gain and bipolar depression Etc….and grieving) I wish my mom was still here. Until I come to mends with the fact she gone and with the Heavenly Angels and all that’s above imma be Spiritually sick which makes me sick all around sick. I’m selfish I want her and my grandmother here with me. Bless it🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 am I Wrong?🙄

I’m freezing and it suppose to be in the 80s today what’s going on with that? I can’t regulate my body temperature for nothing these days.

Today we got the Higher ups working on our plumbing. I pray they get it unclogged. Our neighbors had issues a couple weeks ago I think they pushed they ish over to us quiet as it’s kept.🙄😬

🧑🏼‍⚕️👩🏽‍⚕️Ninth/Ennea Ennea 👩🏽‍⚕️🧑🏼‍⚕️

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