This may be the Reason Why I Donāt have hundreds/Thousands of followers. I take things too literally. Maybe I care too much. Whatās the Harm in That? You may ask? Well I must of been Wrong And I Must of Pissed Someone off. And the way my heart works I aināt sorry because in my lowest point and in my highest point in life I want someone to check in on me and my mental and emotional state thatās called being humble and I know I have to be this way. But I know now to mind my business. But to my Members/Followers you see me going down that Rabbit hole to Hell Come Get Me Please with kind words with supportive advice with love and care. Because Iāve been suicidal before. In and out of hospitals. I know a way of life that most donāt want to travel. Forget a Like at that Point Leave me a loving comment to snap me back into the reality that Iām wanted and that someone cared enough to reach out to me. Iāve been going through a change as you can see my Archived Post is down to nix to nothing deleting positive and negative post. Why did the positive post go? I got tired of reading through each one to be honest. They all had to go. But did they really? Thatās the spill on that. And Itās crazy because it all happened around this new moon everybody talking about. Deleting the post did lift a heavy cloud. Some is still swirling around the web but Iām not gonna worry myself. We are all fragile even when we try to be strong and in a way Iām hurt. Because I need to adjust myself to be more humble than I am. And Iām a Pretty humble soul. Iām just happy this Person has their stuff together and no need to worry about them. At this point Iām trying to keep me afloat and above ground and out the water. Yāall may need to come check on me I know now what I need to do. Make my Writerly Post support those who support me and been rocking with Ninth. Keeping it a Vibe. Minding my business staying in my lane. I Love my šKings& šQueens of N.O.W. Group Continue to Rock out with Us we all have things to do why not together. Keep checking in on Ninth yāall. Iām a fragile soul.
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