Top of the morning everyone π₯°ππ³ this morning Iβm agitated and annoyed I need a vacay. Or a life change because itβs on going. Iβve lost patience and Iβm ready to jump out my skin to leave my situation behind. Pissed me off. Either I hate to use my patience or I have none to muster up. Or both. What a way to start a day with something on your last nerve. So upset my skin crawling. I hate that feeling. I hate to rant and vent my frustrations but this is where Iβm at.π
Spa At Ninthβs: My Spa consist of a Hair mask and a epsom salt bath and some smell goods after. Nothing too much nothing special itβs just what Iβm doing today.
Im gonna work on Shanti Later maybe I donβt know. Right now Iβm just trying to calm me down. I hold in so much sometimes I need to detox everything mind body soul thatβs my mission today I need a vacay just by myself somewhere quiet somewhere my patience isnβt tested. Thatβs what all of us as humans yearn for. I got up late this morning I didnβt get to bask in the quietness of the day thatβs probably why Iβm agitated now really bad. And it just donβt stop never ending. Grabbing for stillness and patience coming back void and up to my eyeballs in agitation pissed off is what I am. And canβt vent fully how I want too just because itβs personal but overall this is how Iβm feeling and where Iβm at. I changed this to a Writerβs Journey because itβs my Journey today so upset Iβm sick.
Welp imma TTYL Everyone imma start my day. Yβall enjoy this Halloween weekend take a break and make time for you and do what you feel like doing. Love on you this weekend and recharge. Iβll be back later with another Writerβs Journey. I doubt I Write todayπ‘π€π©βΉοΈ hopefully doing spa day today helps me I feel like I go through one extreme to the next most days. Enough of my ranting Imma TTYL Enjoy your weekend the best way you know how. Bless yβall. ππ½π₯°
ππ½The Ninth Poetess,LLC ππ½