August 31,2021 The HeartBeats ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ“–โœ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿฅบ๐ŸคŽโœŒ๐Ÿผ

Top of the morning in the afternoon๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’— Iโ€™m gonna have anxiety all day on Friday. Iโ€™m not gonna worry till then because Iโ€™ll be a wreck all week. Wish it could be avoided . I feel like Iโ€™m voiceless canโ€™t change decisions for others they gonna do what they gonna do. Itโ€™s just dangerous and selfish Iโ€™m not happy about it. I donโ€™t feel so good today nothing getting done today. I guess thatโ€™s okay, itโ€™s gonna have to be. If you havenโ€™t felt very productive in your WIPS and ventures you not alone it is awful. I wish everyday was productive I have no serious reason not to write more. The world is my oyster ๐Ÿฆช each and every day. Better yet my Scallop I donโ€™t eat oysters ive heard smoked oysters are tasty ๐Ÿ˜‹ Iโ€™ve never tried them. I may read tonight get into this story I started weeks ago take my mind off of Friday I fear for my family safety. So imma be praying all week๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ welp imma try and enjoy today last day of August and I feel like the weakest link๐Ÿ™„ hence my Donโ€™t Break The Chain Contracts To Self not Fullfilled Fully. I might need to upgrade my contract again why is it if Iโ€™m not writing everyday or if Iโ€™m not writing when I tell myself to write in a contract to self I feel defeated and or bad or guilty about not writing? It has to be a better way without feeling forced. Muses come when they come just have to be welcoming. And working through emotional or mental stressors is easier said than done unless your working on a book ( poetry,memoir) venting and unafraid to be raw and unfiltered. Welp imma get into my evening Be safe have a quiet beautiful evening. Donโ€™t worry about Today start all over Tomorrow and try again and repeat. Love yโ€™all ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ๐ŸคŽโœŒ๐Ÿผ

๐ŸปThe Ninth Poetess, LLC ๐Ÿป

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