August 1,2021 The HeartBeats 💗🥰🤩📖✍🏾🙄🥱🤯🔥🤓

Top of the morning everyone 🥰I have insomnia today so imma do my best with content. I tweeted outlets to get the freebie this morning I figured something out. So if you want to check the Twitter page out and the Freebie you will be able to access on Twitter as well. I spent all night and this morning daydreaming on a new life. I’m trying to make it reachable. I’m tired of my anxiety and depression. The highlights of my day is when I post or tweet or work on the craft. I haven’t drove in a year this month, I have sky high Anxiety. My depression stems from being in this world alone my moms my grandmother on the other side. My pops died when I was 17. I guess I have my aunt. Not totally alone. But sometimes I can see in the far future we going our separate ways . Grieving is a animal you don’t want to deal with. It’s a MFer. And that’s saying it clean. Excuse potty mouth me this morning. I feel my mom protecting me and my aunt everyday and every night. I don’t want her protection to run out. It was a quiet evening and safe night. I hope y’all’s night was beautiful quiet and safe as well. I stayed up basking in it the quiet and peacefulness . My anxiety was sky high. I need a change. I need to move. A new start fresh positive. It’s hard everyday where I am. But that’s on my level to one to Ten it’s a 20 if you ask me. But that’s me looking at it. Welp let me get my Nap a couple hours ain’t gonna hurt no one. I wish my sleep was regular. But I need to be alert at night so I stay up.. that’s inner city life scares me to death every night. Just night fall. But that’s me. Praying for a better day everyday that’s all anyone can do. Welp TTYL friends and HeartBeats

👼😇grab and hold tight to your angels, in these days and times you will always need them😇 👼

💛The Ninth Poetess, LLC 💛

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