March 21, 2021 The HeatBeats#2💓💓📖✍🏾🤓✌🏽

Hello everyone 🥰 today was very productive I worked on my poem for the day it’s 2 pages long. It called the “ The Baptism” not your traditional thoughts it’s interesting though🤓 then I added my monthly outline to separate pages in a notebook for each day for the rest of March and all of April. Now I’ll be working on May Outline. And guess what y’all I finished content for next weeks updates. Everything is written down, I’ve been working. I’ve also been watching a young lady named Bethany on YouTube imma showcase next week on YouTube Finds. Her Channel is a total resource, valuable at that. She’s teaching everything that I’m curious right now about. I absolutely love her channel and she has tons of content to soak in. Love it.🥰 don’t listen to music much while working anymore. There’s an artist I felt privileged to tell them maybe two or three years ago what their music helped me with and I feel honored to tell them how I felt about one particular song called “ Disconnect” mind You I love all of 6LACKs songs but like I told him that song hit me like a sack of potatoes. I believe the song spoke on both sides of my situationship. You know it hurts when you know for a fact you could never go back to your exboyfriend but you still love the H***Basically his dirty drawls out of him. Toxic to the hundredth degree atleast. The song is powerful. I’m out here felt lost and taking care of and grieving my mom long time until I developed my group (NOWGROUP) now I’m seriously writing for real. The emptiness I felt is no longer there it’s no replacement for my mom of course but atleast it’s something there to focus on than the pain of loss. Romantic and my moma. And to tell the truth I’ve been dealing with the romantic loss longer than my mom has been deceased. I’m just now healed from it all. Bless It. The Almighty can take any unwanted thing from your life and help you cope. Coping is key, Well imma take a pause and come back tomorrow to capture the day, I think I utilized my time well . Tomorrow imma attack the day and try to get alot done. Try to negotiate with Father Time to slow it down some in the daytime hours.I think these days are just some confusing days for everybody including Father Time Mother Nature all of us as people. We just trying to hold it together at the seams. Mother Nature going APE letting off steam after 6000. Years. I couldn’t be there I would think the earth going to explode to its entirety. It’s too much. Father Time being stingy with his time now. And we as people still adjusting to the time change trying to snatch back this hour we lost anyway we can. I think today I feel somewhat better about it all. Well imma TTYL HeartBeats and friends🥰

✍🏾write on writers✍🏾

🌸The Ninth Poetess🌸

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